Monday, May 03, 2004

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.


Arrows.


Some people always say I'm too serious. I think seriously and sometimes, my thinking becomes so serious to the point that I'm intimidated by the prospects of tasks at hand. Okay, so maybe I am serious. But when I lighten up, or try to crack a joke, I always ended up being scolded for not being serious, not being mature.

I'm beginning to think people only want to see me behave according to their whims. I am not a robot. Sorry, but no, I am certainly not a robot. My expressions will only depend on my emotions, not yours, nor yours, nor yours. I'm sorry that these people do not consider me to have good social skills. Well, that's too bad. I can't help it. It's my manner, and, on top of that, I've once had a lonely life.

But I guess I can understand why some people will never like me. It's probably because my face often hides my thoughts. Of course, I find this quite a drawback. Because people find that they have to be 'careful' with me. Some are scared and never ever talk to me. Some just think it's tragic to have a face like that (haha).

Ah well, I really can't help it. But if you're my friend, you would understand me. and I do have quite a few friends now, so it's not impossible.

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam