In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.



Habemus Papam.

First, I predicted the new Pope to be an older man. Second, I predicted the Pope to be in the Curia. Third, I predicted that the new Pope would choose the name Benedict. And just before Conclave started, I thought the new Pope could very, very possibly be Joseph Ratzinger.

Funny how things work out. I never thought that it was that obvious either. All the while, I thought that though he was probably the best candidate, they might not elect him because of his age. After all, a man too old might not be able to connect well with young people.

Anyhow, I'm heading to Bali from this Thursday to next Monday.

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam.

In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.



On this day, His Holiness Pope John Paul II passed away. In the last few months, my family and I have discussed his death on numerous occasions. We wondered about what kind of man he was. I spent much of February reading a biography of him by Tad Szulc.

In my research, I found that John Paul II is one of the holiest man alive, in my time. To me, he has become an inspiration in this short period before his death - a very positive one, in that his actions make me want to draw closer to Christ. I think that he has inspired millions in the world in this same fashion.

Yet, all these did not prepare me for a feeling of sadness as I witnessed his passing on television. I was quick to recover though. Somehow, right after I heard about the news, I felt that this man's life should be something to celebrate about - a strong testimony of God's presence and Divine Mercy in this world; and that we should not mourn, but rather, rejoice and be thankful for God's grace in sending this mere man to champion the rights of humanity.

John Paul II was not a great man. He was one of us. The only difference is that he really followed God's calling to the very end. And, truly, that is inspiring. How many of us have the courage to do so? I have not yet achieve this clarity of mind with God though I wish to.

This event has reminded me of having faith and preparing myself for a future with God, whether it be in the film industry or elsewhere, to not doubt and be afraid of commitment and a life of sanctity.

I look upon the works of God from the bible and in the world today and I marvel at them, and I believe. Jesus Himself has said, "Happy are those who have not seen and yet believe" (John 20:29). Of course, the Lord was speaking with the apostle Thomas. But with John Paul II, I believe that his life is a miracle of God itself, a miracle which millions of people have seen. For myself, how can I not believe then?

In truth, my faith is not all that. Yet, day by day, I shall make it stronger and stronger. I pray for courage and wisdom in my undertakings in Christ as long as I live; and as long as I live, I shall worship Him, and share my life with those around me.

My Lord and my God!
You are the Way, the Truth and the Life.
Bring to me your Good News, liberate my soul!
Give sight to my blindness, so that I am set free.
Set in me the courage You possess,
for on this day, I shall fear nothing
but the One who sent you.

Indeed, mine eyes have seen your glory,
and I praise Your name for the
blessed person of John Paul II your servant.

May I strive to follow the example you set in him,
and may your Spirit flow through me.
By your love, I believe. Amen.

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam.