Not such a good evening tonight. I went out to meet this guy called Chetan, and also Howie. But just before we met, I began to suffer from very severe gastric pains. It feels as though there is a black hole in the stomach trying to flip it (the stomach) inside-out.

Horrible, right?

Thank God for some antacid, that went for only $2.65 at Guardian Pharmacy.After two pills, my stomach settled in 15 minutes.

I could think of no reason of why I would have gastric pains (I had a proper breakfast and lunch) except that it was probably because I haven't had Coca-Cola for quite a few days and suddenly I just took some in the afternoon. Doesn't sound convincing but I don't know what else gave me the pains.

One thing to take note: Don't get sucked into free gym memberships trials. The practice 'hard-selling', which should be deemed illegal. These people are so desperate that they just won't take 'no' for an answer. And they think they're right too. If I told that trainer that I had gastric pains tonight, he would probably say that it's because I haven't been eating healthily.

On a more sombre note, the truth sets you free, even though it's the 'awful' truth. But knowing the truth can settle a lot of things. For myself, having had released a certain truth a few days ago set my heart on a more temperate scale. It's true that certain relationships are now suffering but all parties involved are working hard towards reconciliation. All things considered, I have seen God's grace yet again, however undeserving I am.

I'm really sorry for my mistakes. I'm weak and I get easily distracted, yet I act big and know-it-all, act holier-than-thou, and am a self-righteous S.O.B. I'm selfish and I'm conceited. I'm small-minded and have a heart filled with strife. But God wants to transform me. I want to be transformed. And so He is transforming me now, through the process of trials and tribulations, through the process of continued growth in Him, for the rest of my life. And so, I ask everyone for kindness and understanding and teach me more about God's love. When I'm distracted, pull me back into the right direction. And humble me when I start to stick out.

Anyway, that's all for now. Laters.