In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.

Harrowing weekend. The film didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be, but nevertheless I finished it. In a sense, I've tasted a sliver of what could possibly be my career.

I thank the Lord for this because without Him, I would not have gone through with it. If I had listened to the devil's lies, I would not have gone through with it. I told myself that whatever it is, I had to finish it because I know that that's what He intended for me. To give up in the face of embarassment, danger or potential failure would be submitting to the devil.

I now know that the more important thing isn't about the film itself but rather my own perserverence through faith. I had to put my faith in God in order to step forward, otherwise, I would still be at square one and all that change in the last year and more would have been for nought.

I think that failure to me now would be to give up halfway. So from now on, the more adversity I face, the more I must place my faith in Him, for it is through Him will I ever achieve greatness in love.

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam